Monday, January 09, 2006

Journal Entry #119


Must be a late night thing. The quiet streets 12 floors below...sets up an atmosphere good for reflecting and looking back at the day's events.

Roads are treacherous these two days. Seen a couple of accidents already. Most likely attributed to the large amount of water on the roads. Haven't quite got the ambient lighting for the living room right. Must work on that further.

No TV to watch at home but have many DVD's...getting sick of watching same movies over and over though. Time to get some new ones. Must also remember to buy more E14 bulbs.

Love the weather now. At least it's cooler. Don't know how long it'll last though. The longer the better.

Just got back from meeting with NH. Nothing much to discuss so spent more time in idle chat than really anything serious. It's therapeutic, having these conversations. Talking about our dreams and desires. Not much chance to talk to someone like that. Most people are too realistic to listen to idle banter. Apart from doing it online that is.

Was wondering if I can OD on Vitamin C...must've chewed at least 7 grammes worth. Only side effect from what I gather after googling "Vitamin C Overdose" is Stomach ache and diarrhea. Well, must remember not to buy any more chewables. Too addictive.

Someone mentioned once that I'm prone to substance abuse. I suppose it would be true except that I have quite a bit of self control.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Journal Entry #118

Happy New Year...

How can the new year be happy? It's just another year and a year less to live. What's so happy about it?

Yes, New Year's Eve has a certain atmosphere to it. Everyone partying, enjoying themselves. Probably one of the few days in a year that has the most sex going on. all the emotion, the hugs, suddenly feel closer to the person sharing the moment with.

That's when guard let down. What happens next? well, use imagination.

Every day is like a new year, every passing moment, once it's gone, it's gone forever. There's not turning back. Like the old debate of the millennium rollover...

Did it happen in 2000 or 2001?

Well, the new millenium began in 2001 and the old one ended on 31st Dec 1999.

My opinion. Anyway, 1999 sounds like a larger number than 2005 for some reason...probably due to all the 9s.