Melancholy

On porch again. Never will understand family. One minute generous, next, selfish.

Everyone's gone to the Northern Summit. Except me. Feels weird being left alone here.

Perhaps we'll have a Southern Summit next year...who knows?

Quite emotionless now apart from a touch of melancholy. Might have something to do with music currently playing on the laptop. Must admit that there's some pleasure in this feeling though.

Neighbours moved out. House now derelict and sad condition. Have been neighbours for over 35 years. Suddenly seems all quiet. Miss the old days wonder what happened to them.

Had dinner and dance shoot. Turned out pretty good. Found out "illusionist" used cheap props to perform. Can see "illusion" from where I was standing. Not well performed as well. Must remember to be professional and remove obvious support for "self levitation" trick.

Attractive young lady at event today. Somehow looks familiar but can't place her. Must investigate further.

Lifestyle magazine photos turned out well. Limited shots though. Was a rush job so not much choice there. Have worked on some pictures for self reference. Will post once magazine is out which should be in less than a month.

Feels a little strange writing journal again after absence of some time. Must be that it's not worth a read though cause no one's really going through it.

Well, getting tired so will end here. Might write again sometime in the near future. If there's a future that is. You never know...