WTF Happened?

11 Jan 2018

S left a few messages and made me feel that she was gonna turn her life around. I sent a few in reply as well. Little did I know that last night till this morning just past midnight would be the last time I'd see her in a while.
Somehow, she got arrested and taken into custody. I already had a bad feeling when her last seen on Tele went past 6 hours but I didn't know that it was because of this.

Wasnt until about 2335hrs that I heard the news. My heart sank. Where was she now? She must feel so alone and so scared. On top of that, she had binged in the morning. I felt helpless. Unable to do anything and even not knowing anything.

It drives one crazy. Not knowing.

Slowly, information came in. She was first held at rtc. And now that it's the 12th, I heard from her mom that she is now held in DRC.

I will wait. That's a promise. I will wait and I will have the chance to make her life better. Turn her life around. I don't care what it takes. I will do it. It's because I care about her and also because I love her.

I just hope she realises that no matter what, I will be there for her and support her and comfort her. I will never abandon her.