Apology...

I guess I owe the Babs an apology. I've been kinda strong headed about my relationship lately and she's been putting up with all the crap that I've been chucking out.

She is an idealist. Like I used to be. Somehow, somewhere along the line, I lost faith. I hope that she never does. It's quite shattering when it happens. In any case, I'd hate to loose a good friend like the babs over an issue which I'll have to take responsibility and solve myself. I guess it's just part of growing up.

Babs, if you're reading this, I'm sorry. I was in a disturbed mental state. More likely than not, it's temporary insanity brought about by emotional depression. Hah! Like as if this is the first time...yeah right!

So if you'll find a soft-spot in that warm little heart of yours to forgive me, I'd much appreciate it.