Saturday, August 07, 2004

Misgivings...

I'm not proud of myself. There are better people in this world to be with. For some strange reason, people dislike to see some others pissed off or frustrated. But it's usually at the expense of someone else.

I am reading Leadership by Rudolph W. Giuliani. It's interesting that I'm reading a book written by a Republican. I'm so a liberal democrat. I'm all for freedom of speech, the 1st 4th and 8th amendments of the constitution etc.

Maine says that I try too hard to impress people with my intelligence. Well, to be honest, I'm probably the least intelligent of her friends. That's why I try to act smart. I get stale after a while and then the dumbness shows through.

Ad lost a close friend to cancer a few days ago. I'm not feeling proud of myself about the fact that I had to take a raincheck on our meeting yesterday. I'll have to make it up to her somehow. Perhaps, I'm not such a fantastic friend afterall.

I'm listening to Brothers in Arms by Dire Straits. It's a pretty old song but nonetheless a very meaningful one. I also love Don Henley's New York Minute...another meaningful song.

I'm gonna start pigging out (i.e. Making SuperSized Me out of myself). Maybe it might make me feel better if I'm a little more beefy. Oh...lunch just arrived.

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