Thursday, August 05, 2004

Sunrise sunrise...

I'm wide awake now that I've slept most of the afternoon away. I think I'm spending too much time infront of the computer. I might be mistaken for a geek (which I am soooo not!).

Went to NTUC TP and this nice ang moh lady gave way to me at the cashier cause I only had 3 items to pay for and she had a basketfull. Such consideration is hard to find in locals although I've met some that are like that.

SY looked fab today. She was wearing a cyan top with a yellow skirt mixed with light green/cyan colours. We almost had an arguement but I stopped her by saying that I wanted to keep the moment of admiration of the way she looked. That kinda worked.

The car engine's pinging a little so I decided to pump a full tank of very expensive V-Power. It's better now and according to Lawrence, it's due to the fact that the A'pexi's improved breathability by a lot. I suppose I'll have to monitor the engine closely for the next couple of days.

I'm still thinking of this morning. Watching the sunrise and the sky lightening up must have one of the best soothing and calming effects on me. Just plain admiring the beauty nature has to offer at the break of dawn gives me such a warm wonderful feeling inside.

I'll be meeting A on friday at ECP. She wants to sit by the beach and talk. It's fun provided I don't do it too often I guess. Once in a while, I do enjoy such moments. Maine says that she had a good day today and I agree. I had a great day too. This will probably be one of the better days that I've had and my worries seemed so far away. She burned me a CD of some really good oldies. I love those songs!

I like our friendship as it is now. It's like we're best buddies kinda feeling. I've never really had a best buddy of the opposite sex and I find it rather refreshing. I do, however, feel a tinge of jealousy when she starts talking about other guys and how great they are or what they've accomplished. I suppose it's that sense of insecurity and lack of self-confidence that's making me do that. It seems to happen to me a lot. I've seriously gotta work on that.

Maine looked really funny today trying to bite a mutton satay off it's stick. It's one of those moments that she looks really cute without trying.

I could savour that moment forever.

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